Michael Jackson quite literally moonwalked into my life when i was 11yrs old, it was Motown 25, id never heard nor seen him before, and oh my god he amazed me, from that moment on my life changed, Michael became my life. My mum recently told me that i quite literally changed overnight .. Michael held my hand through my teens, my twenties and now into my thirties until the inconceivable happened. My feelings for Michael are an inexplicable mix of spiritual devotion and physical atttraction I worship him as my god , follow him as my mentor and love him unconditionally as a man - to me he is Jesus.
I have been so devasated by Mikes death, the world really has lost all of its joy, nothing will ever be the same agian i just feel so empty, but oh my god i am so thantkfull to Michael for being in my life, to this day he continues to amaze me, and my love for him grows stronger each day. The only thing that keeps me going is my faith, i truly believe that Mikes energy is all around me, since he has passed i have undoubltly felt his presence on a couple of occasions, i just look over my shoulder and i know hes there. I truly believe that one day i will be with Michael and it is that belief that enables me to live on.