I'm a fan (and you should be too) because... Michael has always been with me. I have always felt very lucky as I was born in that wonderful year, 1958!! So, I grew up with Michael and just can't remember a time when he was not with me. I remember listening to the Jackson Five on my parent's transistor radio and crying about Ben....Then I can well remember dancing to Michael in the discos...hmmmmm what memories. I never went to any of his concerts, as motherhood took over and my daughter became my number one. However, Michael was still there and I was distraught when all around me seemed to be filled with hatred and bad words for darling Michael during the sad times and the trial. I feel so bad, as apart from always speaking in his defence.....I was not very proactive then. I should have, could have done more:0((( In 2009 my world came full circle when my daughter announced that she had a surprise..........She had tickets for the two of us to go and see Michael in This Is It........January 9th 2010.....Oh what a day that would have been. But it was not to be....I can so clearly remember the moment when I heard the awful news. I won't dwell on that here, but since then I have discovered a world of love, I never really knew existed. I feel sad about that as well at times. Why was I not more proactive before......the love was always here. All Michael's fans were always here.....just like me. I supppose, if I think carefully about it.....The reason for my "apathy" was that I just thought Michael would always be here. I just thought he would still be moonwalking and singing for us in his old age.........But of course Michael never really wanted to grow up so.....that is my consolation. He is an angel.....always was, always will be. Now, "It's up to us".....We must spread Michael's love and message of peace and heal the world before it is too late. It's all for love, L.O.V.E. Ana