i feel the exact same way...how is that I can miss someone that I never even met so much my heart hurts...i wake up thinking about him and go to sleep thinking of him...i wish this were all just a bad dream i even wish that it was all made up for him to get out of those concerts...I wish all the world could really see him for who he was...I watched the video that was released this week of him singing with his kids cleaning up the puzzle the song that he sings has such a beautiful melody and for days i was dying to find out what it was i kept googling it and i finally found that that it's one o