Michael Jackson meant everything to me and more. He wasn't just a performer - a child prodigy with this musical gift and the extraordinary delivery of singing and dancing as well as breakthrough videos and subsequent concert tour - he was simply just a person, a human being to me. He was like family - a brother, husband, mate, confidant and kindred spirit - and got to know him through MY perspective in contrary to what is perceived by others.

I fell in love with the person behind the artistry of the genius who also oozed the most incredible sex appeal ever known to mankind but has truly developed into one of the most dedicated humanitarians and philanthropists EVER to grace this planet by devoting any time of his arduous schedule to various organisations, charities as well as hospitals in visiting all kinds of people through all kinds of circumstances - particularly children who he had a beautiful but natural rapport with. It was through his lack of childhood (through his early career) that he compensated in being surrounded by children who are the seeds that plant the future of this planet.

Michael was an astute businessman to boot as well as an incredible innovator, producer and choreographer who oversaw all of his visions and creativity through music and theatrics. He will always be the complete package and the consummate performer in my estimation.

25 June 2009 - the day the music died............again. My whole life changed forever when Michael was taken from this earth and deprived of ever seeing him perform again, let alone listening to that unmistakable, mesmerising and gorgeous voice again. It was like a huge chunk of me taken from my system, just simply a bad dream. I can't believe it, and still don't to this day! Although I have accepted the fact and come to grips with reality, it is hard to fathom, swallow and stomach that it is still quite strange and yet mindboggling.

Michael, with all my heart and soul, I love you from the depths of my system and you will always be a part of me no matter what. I miss you quite painfully and pine for you daily. God bless you and and you're always in my heart.

LONG LIVE THE KING!