My heart just bursts for Michael. Yes, I LOVE his music and videos - they are the soundtrack of my life. That's how I came to know him. Whenever I try to name my favorite Michael Jackson song, I can't because there are just so many and I LOVEEEEEEEEE them all. They are all my favorite. There isn't another artist that I feel that way about - only Michael. He was just so very very special.

AND my God, he was the most beautiful man I've EVER seen. His smile just makes me melt. I've never seen a smile so gorgeous, so pure, and so contagious. And oh my gosh, Michael was the PERFECT blend of Sweet and Sexy - PERFECT. He has you smiling one moment and melting the next. I love every facet of Michael. His sweetness, humble nature, his love for animals, his love for babies and kids and his desire to reach out and help them. I love the way he loves his family especially his mother and his children. And, he truly loved his fans and gave us everything he had - literally.

Right now, as I'm writing this, my heart is so full of love for Michael. I'm not the type to go crazy over a celebrity. I don't watch celebrity shows or read the celeb magazines. I'm past the school girl crush faze of my life. BUT Michael is different. I don't put him in the "celebrity" category. Michael is BEYOND and ABOVE that.

I see Michael as a very special human being that God created for a very special purpose - to bring joy and love into the world through his music, dance, and humanitarian work. He did ALL of that in abundance - better than ANYONE else - period.

I simply love the Human Being that was Michael Jackson completely, purely, and forever.