I'm stuck for words whenever I turn back to this topic... cause the pain is still here and realization can't get over( no words can describe the essense of his contribution into music culture, into my life and the life of all people in the world. remember when mtv was only started broadcasting videos in our country back in 90's , when there were no mp3 search engines like http://www.mp3hunting.com , his clips were the first I saw and really enjoyed. those are just memories today, but happy ones.