I'm a fan (and you should be too) because...Michael is absolutely magnificent. At approximately 12 years of age I picked up M.J.'s OFF THE WALL album and fell head over heals inlove. It was not with his looks [ although he is cute ] it was with what I saw in his eyes. There was a vulnerability that I could detect in his eyes that made want to just hold him. Yes I was 12 years old, but I was a very mature 12. Through the years I tracked his career and the love grew.Michael is 9 yrs, 7 mths, 2 wks and 2 days older than I am. I started relationships late in life because no other man could take his place in my heart. Even though I gave up on the dream of marrying MJ I will always love him. I will never let him part for he will always be in my heart. Some people are saying that Michael is still alive, now, I don't know how true that is, or if it's true, all I know is that if it really is true I am happy that he will finally be away from the prying eyes of the American media who slaughtered him relentlessly and never gave one moment of peace.Michael was and is not guilty of any crime they accused him of. A blind person could see how that man loved people, especially children.I wear an arm band in memory of Michael, and I choose to wear it in mourning until my birthday in January. people give me looks, and there are those who think I'm crazy or obsessed, but I don't care. I'm wearing it for Michael the one man that I truly loved.