My boss keeps making me get tans because i look clear. I have to get one tomorrow. I just hate it because i want to feel comfortable in my own skin but I can't. When I take modeling pics I don't even see the real me. They haave to perfect the pic. I just hate modeling!! Look at my modeling pic and look at my new pic. see the difference. I could punch a wall right now. I want to quit so badly. ARGHH!! What should I do??