Dear Michael,

I went last night to see your beautiful movie....I was a little conflicted at first because I know that you always strived for perfection in your performances and maybe this would not have been what you really wanted us all to see. But if that was anything less than perfection you could have fooled me!! You looked phenomenal and I was transfixed for the whole 2 hours, never wanting to take my eyes off the screen so as not to miss anything. In fact I'm sure my friend Amber thinks I was quite unsociable because she kept trying to talk to me and I kept shussing her!! Throughout you seemed so humble and loving when you certainly had earned the right to be a male diva if you wanted, and that just made me want to hug you!! I loved all the performances and man oh man you still had it!!! When you broke out a few bars of Speechless I wanted more....that is my absolute favorite song. So on the way home I listened to it in the car. I was then thunderstruck by this overwhelming sense of what could have been....the tears came then! I also felt guilt that I was happy that we were able to see what only a few would have been able to witness if you had indeed done the concerts in London, you would still be here with us, but then so many would never have had the chance to see this. That's tough to admit! I have just recently begun to feel my self again and desperately didn't want to slip back into sadness again, however, this morning I do feel renewed and am rejoicing in my experience at the movie last night. So much so that I'm going to see you again this afternoon!!
Anyways, Michael, thank you for this wonderful experience, I know you are there with us all as we celebrate you!! Thank you for the message of love and the call to protect the earth! You are an inspiration to us all! Love you more forever........and until the day when we can all see you in spirit!
W xx