I'm a fan (and you should be too) because... I love Mj for rich or for poor. I look beyond the looks and inside the heart. He was pure and simply an angel. He changed the sound of music and created it into a unique listening experince. I will never forget him. Hehe I used to tell my mom that oneday I will marry michael Jackson. I wanted every piece of him and I still do. When I listen to his songs I can't help but dance and sing. He is a genius to music making. Ah I can't imagine life without him. I am damaged in every sort of way since michael is gone. All I do si cry and think about him. I am on the road to healing but that might take years. Mj was like a big bro to me. I don't know how life would have been without him here making me laugh. Mj was sooo caring. You don't find many people like that who is willing to give up all their money to heal this world. Mj is like the only person that I know who would do that. Mj had such a high cheerful spirit. You know he did have his heartbreaks but he told me that laughter can mend a broken heart and yes it was true. Everytime I was sad or even him we always would found a way to make one of us laugh. We could be sitting down and it would be completely silent and out of nowhere we would start laughing. Mj was like the coolest. I am the only child so to have mj as a brother to me is a blessing. I always felt alone and that I had to do evrything by myself. I had to be strong, happy, even sad by myself. Mj and I were alike. We both leaned on each other for help. At times I felt like people didn't like me or even understand me because I was different. I'm human being just like everyone else so why judge me by what I have or what I wear. We are all brothers and sisters and we should build each other up and instead of tearing people apart. Michael felt defeated in soo many ways by the press. He tried to express his emotions in music but that lead to jus more drama. He felt like noone was listening to what he had to say. He even was worried that his fans would believe the false rumors and turn their backs on him. I'm glad that the fans stuck by his side. I'm glad that he was able to see that. LOVE U MJ<3