I'm a fan (and you should be too) because...Michael has put a BIG impact in my life and the world around me. Michael Joseph Jackson was like part of the family (still is part of the family), and when we lost him, it's like we lost a loved one. No one (celeb) in this world never made me feel this way. When I was little, just 2 yrs old, I studied Michael, head to toe. I tried and tried til this day to make sure that I get every move down pack. A lot of people say I'm like a female version of Michael, got everything right Ha!. I got every clothing he's ever wore, from the Beat It jacket to the This Is It lion shirt. Michael..when you left i just couldn't take it. One part of me just died. I didn't cry the day you died because I just was shock, so shock no tears wouldn't come out. I stayed up all night that night. I couldn't sleep. When I closed my eyes and started to dream, I saw you. You were reaching out to me. Then I heard the ambulance sirens, the truck was coming fast, then BOOM, it hit you. I woke up quick, sweaty. I turned the radio on to make sure this wasn't true, then as i turned the channels, i heard your voice, singing your heart out. Then they kept saying "R.I.P Michael Jackson". Just couldn't believe it. I turned my t.v on, every channel had you on it. (I'm crying right now). I stayed up all night, never went back to sleep. I just rocked to your music. Holding my pillow tight. The next day, I got out the shower (had your music on while in the shower), got dressed (White Rhine Stoned Glove, Billie Jean Performance Black Sprinkling Jacket, Black Jeans, White Socks, Black shoes , And The Black Fedora), then sat down and cried. I cried so hard, my mom heard me. I still cry til this day. I dream about you. I'm very happy that I really got to meet you when I was 4. When This Is It came out, I didn't know weather to see it or not. When I got to the theater, I sat down for like 20 minutes. I couldn't take it, I left! I now have the D.V.D. I still cry while watching it. Michael We Miss You...Forever Michael