I'm a fan (and you should be too) because...I cannot express myself strongly enough. I haven't been able to find the words yet to explain why I feel the way i do, in time and with Gods help, I will be able to put together in a way that others can understand how i feel in my heart.

I must share something though,
Shortly after Michael passed, I had to accept and try to come to terms with the tragedy of losing Michael. I realized crying wasn't enough and it was starting to consume my every thought and emotion.
After praying constantly that God will help me through this, to give me understanding and wisdom, to be able to comprehend why life's trials are so mind-shattering and heartbreaking, I decided instead to pray for Michael. Although i have never met him personally, I did not know him like those close to him, God knew him, inside and out, through his perfections (and there were many) and his faults.
I made my prayer specific, I prayed that God (My father in heaven) would allow me to be assured to know that Michael is with him, to know that he is receiving the love of our Lord Jesus Christ, the ultimate kind of Love that Michael truley deserved, the love that he so freely gave while on this earth yet had to suffer in wicked measures because to dared to give it.
I prayed that God knowing more than we do would open his arms to Michael and at last finally give Michael the peace that he so much needs.
So while sleeping, one night not to long after my endless amount of prayers, I had what was like a dream, only it wasn't something i could see, It words that i could hear.
The words were "He was cleared of all charges" You see God knew that i would know what these words mean and how significant they are, because it was just a few years ago, as we all know, he was cleared of all the charges this dark world tried to throw at him.
I knew at that moment that the Lord allowed me one answer, one secure and calming answer and the most important, Michael is in heaven.
I am thankful to God, he answers prayers, it still hurts, it still burns and there are so very many questions left untold, but the most important part is that Michael is at peace, angels encamped around him, no pain, no loneliness, its all gone. God knows what He is doing and I am thankful that I had the opportunity and still do, to listen to Michael, to teach my children about him and to feel true beauty and magic in the one and only Michael Jackson.