I'm a fan (and you should be too) because...Michael was one of a kind. He had a special gift in his music, his performance and his love. He was a caring and kind person, who was greatly misunderstood. I don't care about how he changed during the years or even why, I still and will always loved him.

He was a unbelievable performer and I don't see anyone who can even come close. I love all his music from as far back as the 60's and up to the present. I can listen to his songs all day and not get tired. They just make you want to laugh, cry, love, dance and sing along with him. He was also very intelligent. I never heard anything about him going to college, but his smartness was just natural. I would have loved to know his IQ.

Michael was poetry in motion. He could out dance anyone. Each new release of a new video was always exciting and fun for me. He was so sexy and sweet all at the same time. He just made you want to hug him forever. He had the most unbelievable sexy smile that just made his whole face light up. I loved his laugh. It was so nice and sweet. He was very playful and fun and never lost his ability to see beyond the limits of our wildest imagination. I often daydream about him and wonder what it would have been like to meet him. I hate it that he did not seem to know sometimes how special he was or how much we loved him. I also loved Michael because he was such a humanitarian. He cared about the world and the people around him and not just himself. He gave millions to various causes, but all you ever heard about was drama.

MJ was the only entertainer to have such a rainbow of friends in the entertainment world. He was friends from young child actors and singers to seasoned veterans of all backgrounds. How many performers today would be friends with Brooke Shields, McCauley Caukin, Liz Taylor, Marlon Brando, and Katherine Hepburn (just to name a few) at the same time? This shows you that he had a qualtiy to endear himself to others. Even Fred Astaire once made a comment that he was a great dancer.

I was still in shock that he is gone. In one era, Michael was like your cute little brother and later he became the handsome heart throb you would have liked to be your one and only. He was such a gentle person. It hurts that he is gone and I miss him just like as if he was a loved one. I keep hoping that one day we will wake up and find out that it was all a bad dream, but I know that it is real because he would never leave his children behind.

I wish that he could have escaped the drama in his death that followed him in life. It seems as though it is still going to continue. But MJ's real fans know how to sort out all the hype and see him as he really was, a true caring and loving human being. I don't care what he did or did not do, I just love him. I am just so glad that we got experience him in our lifetime.

I miss you Michael and I will always love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I pray for your children and I know that they are going to make you proud.

XOXO