Many thoughts

In the last days I had to think much, because waiting is not more for a long time to " THIS IS IT"...
My feelings are lika a carousel, some thoughts make me sadly , others bring me to smile! Today I swore to me i will now only remember the things wich let me positive look into the future <3

one of my thoughts of my last days:
"I am sure now he is on a better place and is watching to us!
We should smile, i think he dont want to see us cry!
I believe he want to see us laugh :)"

If you are in such a way like me, maybe I could help you to feel better!